all week in a days post

So just a quick note to wrap of a weeks worth of post into 1.. ummm cuz I am a slacker...yep I said it.. L:ets see.
...well Bishop is doing great on his adderall --his med for ADD..I even got an email from the teacher saying he may get student of the month..lets all say a hooray for Bishop!!! he has been finishing his work in class and I am thinking he will make a perfect score on his spelling words this week..and he is just all smart-n-stuff, and being a really good child ..not so much drama and crybaby stuff.
 Bella is been anxiously awaiting Doc McStuffins in Disney Junior this week...and lets say she was very content watching it this morning..and has been on Bishops computer playing LaLaLoopsey ..she knows how to work it to turn it on and click her way to the site..She is getting so smart...still way goofy ..but in the cutest way possible.
Charlee has been eating so well this week..still wanting to nurse in the middle of the night..was really hoping this would stop happening..but I guess she will tell me when she stops getting hungry ..I even fed her at 9 ish last night..and she ate alot but still wanted more and it totally eating her feet like putting the whole top half in her mouth..never had a kid do that before..It was quite hilarious watching her.
Here is a few more pictures from this week:

 Playing with Sean through the fence

 Sweet Charlee in her leg warmers sitting in my lawn chair drinking her ba ba.

 Silly McSilly being herself...

Have a good week..I will try to give ya more next week...

new card and Jumping Jack Charlee

This is a digi stamp from Wee Stamps, I used basic grey 6 x 6 pad called cupcake papers and all the copics below

My Sweetie Charlee Nicole yesterday out on the deck enjoying some sunshine with a side of Mickey the Mouse. It was so nice it was 82 degrees ..very very nice..of course we had thunderstorms all day today..but I think I am taking the kids to Monkey Joes tomorrow for the last day of their spring break.

Dear Mommy

Hi Mom,
I know those you reading think I am crazy..I know she is gone, but I feel silly talking to her out loud.. and I just want to talk to her. I have come to the point in my life where you should be able to say" I told you so" I now know why she told me not to have anymore children...they are driving me crazy... and now I know why I thought she was at times..any  person that has 3 kids has the right to be.. not 1, not 2 but 3 children is so much different than the others.. dont get me wrong I love each and everyone of those babies with all my being..but sometimes I want there to be silence..actually (** Bishops new word at the moment "actually")at this very moment I have it..Bella is napping, Charlee is napping..Bishop will be off the bus in 20 minutes. Who is Charlee..the whole topic of conversation..She is that 3rd baby girl I had...that you told me that I shouldn't..you see I got pregnant 3 months after you died...in some ways she reminds me of you..She has our big brown eyes and brown hair..oh and very high maintenance at times...lol.. I know I know why Charlee..you hated the name Charles..since your it was your fathers, husband, brother, and sons name..so I thought why not a grandchild with a simular.. Well I wanted to name her after her grandfather..and to know how good he is..How is he btw..he is good I guess, I think Jeremy stays with him alot..I asked him to come live here..but who am I kidding..who would want to be in a household with 3 kids..chaos all the time.. I ask him to dinner every now and again..I think he misses you alot, we still talk about you we  talk. I wish I could see him more..and no I havent gone up there..I dont think I can still go into that house without knowing you are there..silly prolly but i dont. I really miss you ..I so wish you were still here..does make me think about my own life..I have been exercising alot more...trying to ward off the "Its when Tina not if your going to get diabetes" conversations I have at the dr.s.. I actually stop drinking Diet Dr.Pepper on Sunday..havent had a drink since I got really sick when I was at work..had to come home..felt really weird told God I would quit if he made me better..I know silly Ronnie laughed at me too..but I havent..that and I read something the other day about them saying it was addictive..well I guess its not..I havent wanted it either..been drinking fresh lemon water..its supposed to make your body more alkaline.. we will see if it makes a difference..keep you from getting sick..And speaking of God..I know this will sound weird also but I got "Saved" I watched some sermon that Christy told me to watch and it made a difference I think..gave me a new outlook on some things..and bonus I always had the fear of not going to heaven with my children now I am safe..

So other news Stephanie is about to have another grandbaby girl..Thats right Austin met this girl Meagan.and they are going to have a baby.. Wesli is doing well also from what I hear..I dont see them much..Life is sooooooooooo busy seems like, Steph is really busy with taxes and all..and now she is about to have 10 peeps living under her roof....We dont get to see each other much she watches Charlee and gets the kids off to school  about 1-2 times a month for me, I am working every weekend days and i day every other week, but as far as us..she seems to be busy..I ask her over every now and then..oh and she watches Wesli I think alot during the week. Shelby got on at CSX not sure when exactly but I think he is training already. Austin will be heading up the lawn business this year..he is gonna be busy too. Any who I am getting older I now have multi-focus lenses..also when I dream..I know you always said that is how ppl talk to you after their gone..but I never realize that until I wake up..so remind me .. oh Bishop has ADD..but we are on some medication and I believe it is working!! yay!! Bella is doing great too..she is sooo smart..Ronnie is doing well too..he takes care of me and his family.. ok well I need to got Bishop just got home..I love you and miss you!!

Bella's first dentist appointment

So on Wednesday was Bellas 1st dentist visit..She did great, I was nervous..but she was chatty Kathy to everyone and did fine..This little pic of Charlee just peeping up at me..she has been so sick, bless her sweet little heart. She is 8 months already..can you believe that??

my coloring skillz are improving..

So gonna try and jump start this old blog again..I know it has been forever, just want to show you what I have been up to... trying to color and get more comfortable with my shading ..so I used all these colors on my pretty little digi stamp from Wee Stamps "Goldie".. so sorry just noticed the big shadow over my picture..well boo..lol